Monday, July 28, 2008 ;
Dawn is breaking...it's early morn
9:51:00 PM
Well I never thought
i'd see the end of it, is this what it feels like? To be so
pre-occupied with everything else that the pain and emotions are pushed to the back-burner (gotta thank Mr
Heng for that phrase). Liberation....
thats the best word I can think off to describe it.
Its not that I have moved on, its just that I don't let it get to me as much...let's just see how long this state of bliss lasts. Anyway I once told someone that if you cared about somebody but it doesn't work both ways then perhaps you need to be a dark knight. Someone they deserve but not what they need...A silent guardian watching over them.
Well updates for last week! Let's see...
Ah monthly shoot on Sunday. Shot a 504 out of 600 giving me an average of 8.4 which is bugging considering I shot 2 off my rounds into the carpet. So add a missing 20 points to get 524 and the average is wow. But...well shit happens.
Interhouse shoot today. Shot a 86 out of 200 on a rifle. Considering I shot way better for the non-competition cards...well bugger!
So basically that's about it for the interesting stuff... no more
emo-
ing from me though. Someone said, and I agree, it gets pathetic after awhile. That would be a disgrace to the
NCC guys...
Resilience remember?
Anyway, I will just end off with another quote...got tons more from where this came from.
Somehow they mentioned your name, and someone asked me if i knew you. Looking away i thought of all the times we had together, sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more, and then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for my answer and then i said softly, once...I thought i did. Yet, it's amazing, after all that we've been through, the good times and the bad, how we can walk by each other and pretend it never happened, give each other a polite awkward smile and move on.
Mission Accomplished